Sunday, November 05, 2006

back in the deep end

i have so much work it's not even funny. two papers, a short reflection, problem sets, tons and tons of readings. this is neverending. ugh someone just kill me already.

okay i should quit whining about college because everyone is going through the same crap and i'm actually much happier than i sound because when i am happy i am chatting with people and doing random stuff and just enjoying college and i only think of blogging when i'm morosely trying to write my papers, i.e. in foul mood. and i should also stop expecting too much of myself because it's f-ing princeton and everyone here is disgustingly smart and i don't need good grades for anything other than self-gratification. learn to accept Bs, girl! i wish i wasn't such a perfectionist and let myself relax more and be able to procrastinate and write papers the day before they're due instead of having the nagging feeling that i've work to do and i want to do a good job so i'd better start now all the time.

on a more positive note, i will upload some photos of my trip to new york and washington and blog about something remotely fun when i have the time. i think that'll be six weeks later when i have winter break. in the meanwhile i'll try to stay afloat in the maelstrom that is called princeton.

ray at 1:09 PM

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