Sunday, September 24, 2006
gahhh
i cannot believe that i am up at 2.20 am writing a paper that is not going to be graded and churning out rubbish when i have a 9am class tomorrow. or today, to be more accurate. whoever said that jc is the hardest time of our education cannot be further from the truth. lies. lies. all lies. and i'm too tired to ponder over the meaning of memory and watching memento twice in a day with a screenplay in hand is no fun. but everyone here is obsessive-compulsive and type a perfectionist so this is what we do to ourselves. and this is the opening sentence of my classmate for our pre-draft: beyond being a film deeply concerned with the process and experience of remembering, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind is an arresting portrait of character, and an intimate investigation into connections between disparate personalities. and 'confluent realm' and 'human allegory for the experience of memory'? I kind of want to die. but i am also deliriously happy with school. how contradictory. i know what i really need now. sleep.ray at 11:23 PM
